Time Flies!

What can i say? I started a new job with two different responsibilities. I plan on going back to school in spring and my dad doesn't know about it yet. I'm slowly working on getting my permit in order to get my license. Also the bf i left? Still around. Love can be complicated sometimes, regardless in which direction its going or coming from. I want to say i'm decently happy, however i don't believe that I'm at a point in my life where i'm close to satisfied. Maybe i should stop looking at my shortcomings and realize my grass is green. The way i feel is the way that i think i end up crashing my diet. Grandma is really sick...has been sick since March. I've managed to graduate twice and yet i'm still striving for one more diploma. I've been pretty stressed lately...and feeling kind of lonely. Not in a "no one loves me" sense, but in a friendless life kind of way. The older one gets, the harder life becomes. More realizations about oneself and responsibilities needed to get done. I'm still trying to wonder when or what age i plan on moving out. Hoping for the best for tomorrow =)