Poker Face

I have a kink on my neck....i slept crooked on a hard-rock pillow. Days are flying by, and still no job. I'm not the only one in this sort of slump. People need to have connections with other people working on the job in order to get in. Besides that fact, its impossible to attain one at all. I'm starting to believe that even high-class resume's aren't helping. Its all about getting lucky with the job you're trying to get. If you roll the dice right, you might just get a royal flush. I guess i just don't want to play any of the games just yet...i kept getting lemons in the slot machines so i gave up lol. This economy is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaddd bad bad bad. Or maybe i'm just jealous and angry of people who are fortunate enough to say "i'm going to work".The world revolves around money, and in order to get what you want you need a job. So why is it that in the land of opportunity, its impossible??? Yesterday, Jose left back to Oklahoma and won't return until April. (Someone said "good riddance >;[" lol) I wonder if it really was...sadly, it made no difference whether he was here or not. It made an impact on him though...the boy wouldn't stop texting people that he was bored all the time. I think if things hadn't turned out bad with the Beatriz incident, things would've been slightly different. Not that much though...everyone has learned to move on and each has adapted into their own little worlds. Its not a bad thing, but the inner circle we've had isn't as "tight" as it used to be. If everyone is eager enough to hang out like we've done the past week or two, then things would be more interesting.