My name...isn't as important to me as much as my life is, or the people in it. Life is full of ups and downs, and i wouldn't want it any other way =). Sometimes its a horrible nightmare full of chaos and despair that it just won't seem to end. Other times it feels like a dream...so sweet, innocent, and fragile..you wouldn't dare stir an inch to let it escape. Everyday is like a new start with endless possibilities...i hope my blog distinguishes life in every possible way.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Too Late
As a few of you know, a person has tried to apologize for something that occurred since last year. She was expecting forgiveness and friendship in return. But in reality, i still believe she doesn't deserve it. She still doesn't obviously know what she's apologizing for. Her friend has told her countless times the reasons behind the incident, and she has pointed out her own negative actions that led her to the path she's taking. She recognizes it and really doesn't do anything about it, so that really is not anyone's problem. "L" told me i should've pointed out her flaws to show her exactly what she did. But since i'm no friend to a person like that, i wasn't going to. She shouldn't have to hear it from me, she should've listened to something that's been told to her from a TRUSTWORTHY friend. It probably might have taken effect if it came out of my mouth, but it just proves how much she really doesn't trust her current friend. Her only friend and she still didn't accept it. This wasn't the only time where this person messes up, and if its already a part of her life, then i don't want to be involved in it. I'm surprised the friend she's done harm to hasn't really done something about it..she's too free-spirited i guess. I would like to point out though that during her "apology" she said she would apologize to someone else as well. She hasn't and she's not going to. This is all just to get back a friend that she thinks she lost. Her intentions weren't to get peace between anyone at all. Once again she makes a desperate attempt to keep everything close to her by choosing malicious actions against others. Where's the honor in that? She even said that the person she did harm to would not have protected her either. That is complete bullshit. I understood and I explained it to her that even though they both never got the chance to get to know eachother better, my own current long-time friend would still save her stupidass. I've heard enough after that. I made it pretty clear that i was glad she recognized that something was wrong (except she didn't know why...dumbass) and that she should have a good life. If she expected for me to run back to her like nothing happened, she's wrong.
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Ah... Yeah she's not going to understand. Well at least she still has a long life ahead of her to figure it out! XD
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