My Gothic Lolita

I've started sketching out my doll creation. It looks fantastic...i'm in love with it so much. It took me a lot of time and work to find the research for the perfect outfit that my doll would wear, but i finally made one. I'll eventually post a pic of her as soon as i get my scanner started again. For starters, i've decided to make it based on the popular trend in Japan, Gothic Lolita. I heard the sad story from an artist about what it really stands for. It turns out that Lolita was written by an old pedophile from Russia that would fantasize about victorian little girls. In the song she questions was it her fault that she was raped?..was it her lacy dress? her cute candy coated face? All she knows is that she is dead and nothing could be done about it. It was really morose and beautiful. Even though there's a dreadful past to the fashion, its still very attractive to the public and myself. What has inspired me to actually consider to make one? I guess its the work i've been helping out with for the Halloween costume..the book that L has given me to choose a hairstyle for based on the style..and the dolls that Ms. Amane has in her room from Death Note. I'm slightly afraid of it lol, but that's not going to stop me from going through with it =). Of course, Magali's going to start on one as well and i'm still wondering what hers will be about. I know she's given me hints...i'll have to pressure more haha =). (DISCLAIMER: That's NOT my sketch)